Friday, August 29, 2008
STUPIDiest, IDIOTest, PAISEYiest, SADdest
DAY OF MY LIFE!!!i knew that this thing will happen...i shouldn't confess to him...and now all the things i dream of turns out to be a nightmare...a scary one...i need to stay stong and stop dreaming...now i believe
DREAMS NEVER COME TRUE... i need to step into the reality world, stop being in the fantasy!!...i tried to cry last night so that i feel released but not even a single TEARS drop...i feel that there is someone telling me to forget about him as there are many guys out there...
but lesson learnt,firstly, i may get everything i want in life but not love...love is something that cannot be bought or sell or trade or whatever shit i learn in POA but it can be shared or gain or lose
secondly, JANGAN SUKA MENGHARAP SANGAT...
thirdly, jangan terlalu rapat dengan lelaki and give hopes to them
fourthly, never confess anything to guys (even though you like him)
fifthly, jangan selalu ikut kan hati...
sixthly, be strong and treat this as an UJIAN dari allah
Maybe it's not the right time. i'm only 17 okay...my journey is still way too far...and there are millions and trillions guys out there...talking about other guys, this remind me of the guy i met in medan...omg, he's soo cute...even though he's not tall but i feel that we got chemistry...okay jangan mengharap sangat MARDHIAH!!...
I NEED A BREAK!!!
mardhiah torres
8/29/2008 01:20:00 PM,♥
