I HAD THE MOST TERRIBLE WEEK.
I'd cause many to get piss off.
I'd cause many to break ups.
I'd cause many to get into conflicts.
I'm sucks. I such a bad person.
Firstly, i'd cause my parents into conflicts and pissed off.
I went home very late after the food tasting at my work place. My dad was very worried and he got into conflicts with my mom cause she allowed me went out. They got into conflicts and mum was pretty sad about this. Sorry mum. OMG! I'm such a BAD child ):
Secondly, I'd cause Anis and Wan to break up and got conflicts with Wan.
I was in dilemma - to tell Wan or not to tell him.
I know that Anis was mingling around with Wan and she wasn't serious in getting into a special relationship with him. I know about that and refuse to tell Wan cause i'm afraid to backstab my own cousin. At the end, Anis own up and Wan questioned me about that. I know I was wrong for being dishonest to him. Sorry wan ): If i tell you earlier, i bet you wont get hurt terribly like this. And I'm sorry, behalf of my cousin, for her acts.
Thirdly, I'd cause Sean and Seri to piss off and get them into conflicts.
I was terribly wrong for making them into that situation. I am trying to be honest to myself but cause others to hurt. I can't say much other than apologizing to them.
Dear sean, sorry for putting you into this situation. Sorry for bringing forward the ancient story again. Honestly, I'm happy that you got attached with Seri. I'm able to accept this with openned-heart. She's a perfect girl for you. You're lucky to have her. Love her.
Dear seri, Sorry for getting you involved in our problem. Actually, the problem was solved and we met an agreement to be friends only. Sorry cause i brought forward the problem again. You have to understand me that I'm unable to erase my feelings for him in just few minutes. I'm still struggling. Give me time, babe. You dont have to worry. You're not stealing him from me. I'm nobody. He's not mine either. He's a good man, you're lucky to have him. Love him like he love you.
sorry people. peace.
IS IT WRONG FOR ME TO BE HONEST?
honest = others get hurt?
Dishonest = break ups?
You guys can put all the BLAMES on me.
