I realise something.
Thanks to a friend who help me to open my eyes BIG-BIG!!
I did many-many things to others and I do not received the same feedback.
I do not want people to repay me but at least appreciate and undestand me.
i kept thinking and ask myself this questions:
Why do I have to care about other's feeling when NO ONE,NONE, ZERO ever care about me?
Why do I have to beg people to forgive me when I am not at fault?
Why do I have to sacrifice myself for others while others does not?
Why do I put a smile on others face while I am crying?
Why do I hold others when they fall, but when I fall they NEVER care at me?
I am not myself. This is not me.
the people around are selfish.
the world is unfair.
